well......in translation of my language this means super powers... as in if you had super powers what would they be? See i kinda already have powers cause im a vampire.....(long story) but if i could have real powers i would wanna be able to become invisible! then i could die in peace without people reviving me....

I have a new record! I went from 265 forum posts this morning 2 328 now!BWAHAHHAHAHAHA!

Kana was a very good student. She had good grades, good looks, and she was the most popular girl in school. She loved being praised by everyone. But out of everyone the one she loved the most was Yuichi. Yuichi was also popular. They had just started going out in the middle of their first term. Many of Kana's friends told her that Yuichi was using her. She thought they were jealous and that they just wanted Yuichi from theirselves. And thats when "It" happened.....
On a normal day of school it seemed like everything was perfect. Kana had gotten an "A" on her impossible math test and got a new record for track in p.e. Before she left school Kana thought her friends were acting strange.
"Kana i sense some bad vibes. I read your tea leaves at lunch yesterday remember?" said her best friend Iichi(pronounced E-shi) who was part of the "plan"
" Stop with all your freaky voodoo stuff Iichi. How many times do I have to tell you? I can't be seen hanging with you if your not popular! And you won't be popular until you stop the voodoo and become trendy like moi!"
Kana didn't care what Iichi had to say that day. It was only because she and Yuichi had a date. On the way home Kana passed an alley and a note fluttered down from a balcony yet no one was there. Kana picked it up with horror as she realized what the note meant.
"WE HAVE YUICHI. DONT TELL THE COPS. IF YOU WISH HIM TO LIVE, GO TO THE WAREHOUSE DOWN THE STREET. WE WILL THEN TELL YOU OUR TERMS"
In shock she ran to the ware house. 'Someone has kidnapped Yuichi!Those sick people! She thought.' As she got inside the warehouse the door slammed shut behind her. A chair in front of her swiveled and it had Yuichi tied to the chair! She panicked as some peoples hands grabbed her arms and brought her to one side of the warehouse. On the other side stood one of the criminals with Yuichi and a knife.
" Kana to spare Yuichi's life you must walk across fire!"
"What fire?" Kana asked.
The criminal that had Yuichi with them snapped their fingers and a huge fire began in the middle. Right between Kana and Yuichi. The hands let go of Kana but the people went to go gaurd the door instead to make sure she wouldnt go tell the cops.
"That fire. This is to prove how some people see you in their eyes."
Even though Yuichi was blindfolded and tied to the chair he yelled and tried to break free but it was no use.
"Fine, if it's for Yuichi"
Kana started to walk trough the fire but she had taken off her shoes first so the fire woulnd't spread up her body as much.
The fire burned her feet. She kept on though, because in the end it was for Yuichi. That's all that mattered.
When the criminal realized that there was no stopping Kana she took off Yuichi's blindfold and before slipping away she said "Kana remember to forgvie after this..."
Kana thought she had heard the voice somewhere before but it didn't matter! She got to Yuichi and he was safe! She fell at her kness and started crying from pain and relief.

~ The Hospital Bed ~

Kana woke up to someone squeezing her hand and bandaged, swollen feet.
"Good your awake!" smiled Yuichi as Kana sat up happy to see him.
But then the doctor walked into the room.
"I'd like to have a word with Kana please." He said
"No no he's fine he can here it too." she said noticing that Yuichi was unharmed.
" Ok then. You suffering from third degree burns from the house fire you experieneced." Kana looked over at Yuichi thinking 'house fire?' He just winked at her then she remembered ' oh right they told us not to get the police invovled.' " The burns are very bad. We suspect you won't be able to walk again, but there is a slim chance. I must go inform your parents. Good day" The doctor finished, bowed, and walked out.
As soon as he left Yuichi stood up.
" You filthy wench!" he said under his breath.
" Yuichi? Is everything ok?" Kana said starting to get frightened.
Yuichi slapped her and started walking away from the bed.
" Yuichi! Stop! What's wrong?!?!" she started to cry from the new sting of pain on her cheek.
"EVERYTHING IS NOT OK! WHILE YOUR 'SICK IN BED' YOU WILL BE LIKE A LITTLE MOUCH AND WASTE MY LIFE BECAUSE I WILL HAVE TO WAIT ON YOU HAND AND YOUR BURNED UP STUBS YOU CALL FEET! SCREW THIS! I'M GETTING A REAL RELATIONSHIP WHERE EVERYTHING IS WIN-WIN!" he screamed at her.
Kana could feel her cheeks get wet as she started panicking and crying even harder.
"YUICHI IT WON'T BE LIKE THAT! I PROMISE YOU!" as he had already walked out the door she got out of bed and tryed to stand up and run after him. Instead she fell on the floor and continued screaming even though nurses rushed in from the call light going off from her iv being ripped out. "YUICHI! YUICHI STOP PLEASE! YUICHI COME BACK!YUICHIIIIIIIIII!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" The next thing she felt was a twinge of pain in her arm. She had been given a shot so she would sleep and her levels wouldnt rise any higher. Even if the pain from the shot went away quickly, Kana knew nothing could take away the burning feeling from her feet, and now her broken heart...

btw tell me what you think of my newly updated pro!

i have some ties in here! ~= tie

1. Shane Taylor~1. Fiddle stuff(all of it music, playing it, contests, etc.)~1. Band Of Brothers~1. MUSIC!
2. AFI~2. Anime(i cant name em all)
3. DRAWING
4. COOKIES!
5. MONEY!
6. FRIENDS!
7. PLAYANIME(including the people on it)
8. MY SECRET CRUSH!(only two people know who he is)
9. RUNESCAPE!
10. BEING ME~ 10. THERE R OTHERS THAT ILL PUT UP HERE LATER!

Today many brave cucmbers were lost at about 4:30 pm on September 15, 2006. My Two Lieutenents, 1st: Eugene and 2nd: Fernando were mourned by their best friend and some people of the chat room. So please, take a moment and think about the brave war that went on between Hellspixie and The Cucmber Army, and remember al those who lost their lives....especially Eugene....

Back in the olden days of Japan, the geisha/samurai period that i just recently forgot the name of^^, live a letter carrier named Naphtali. Naphtali was originally born in europe, but his parents moved to Japan to get a different culture. While staying there, war broke out. Naphtali never thought he could ever find space in his heart except for cold and bitterness. But will the neighbor girl turn his sights around?

well what do you think? if you like this please tell me and ill make a short story out of it!

p.s. im changing Fiery Love so it wont b a long story. Ive decided i suck at writing long stories so im gonna change it and make it one part!

The day I met Fei Rin was an odd one indeed. It had been raining for seven months when it abruptly stopped. The villagers believed it was a good omen, but i wasnt so sure since I had seen death in the tea leaves...
Like i said....an odd encounter....
....to look up...and see a smiling girl sitting in front of you.
When i looked at her i noticed something about her. The first thing was the hat she wore, which meant she was a server in the tea shop.The second was the look in her eyes, sweet yet very hidden, like she was hiding something deep down. Third was the way her braids were worn, tight and not a hair out of place.
When she noticed i was staring at her she looked up and said " HI!!!! I'm Fei Rin! My friends call me Fei though, You can call me that too!I have seen you here everyday, so i thought i would say hi. I noticed you like to read tea leaves. can you teach me how? its something i have always wanted to learn."
I gave her a strange look because im not that much of a talker, let alone i have no friends so why start now?I had read a total of three cups right before she had sat across from me in the shop, each ones symbol confusing me and leading down a different path.
In the first cup i had read happiness not to far away, which occured to me how could i be happy? The second, death, which i understood completely, since some samurais had broke loose and were slaying people all over town. The third is what had me stumped, the vase symbol: danger or death of a friend. But the thing is i didnt have any friends.
She noticed me looking puzzeled and realized that i wasnt going to answer her so she broke the silence by saying, "Just let a smile be your umbrella on a dark and rainy day. By the way whats your name?"
I looked at her confused then realized i shouldnt be rude so i replied "its Naphtali. It means my struggle." which i felt i had always been. Before my father died we were happy, but after thats all i was, a burden for her mother. Sometimes i believe it was me who pushed her to her death....
" What country are you from, Naphtali?" she asked me, " I can see your not Japanese descent."
"Im.....not sure. Just European for all i know. My father brought us here and then...." I looked away before i would get carried away with my past.
"What happened now?" she said
I glared at her and thats when she backed off.
"Well i must get back to work. If you want maybe we can hang out sometime and i can show you some secret places of mine. Bye!"
"Whatever..." I mumbled as she gathered the tray with the tea on it and walke off to serve some others.

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Whenever I get lonely I take a stroll through the cemetery. Well the old section at least, I cant bear to walk throught the new section and see my mothers grave which says 'such a loving and caring person who will always be missed'. On my way out i always go to the south end because it takes longer to get home. I could care less if thats where all the killings are taking place, because i always carry my sword with me and im a samurai. But one thing caught my eye. It felt like it went along with the tea leaves.
I walked out the gate and across the street. My destination was something thats a very bad place, according to my mother. But i think she only said that because my father became a victim here. When their marriage got rocky before he died, this was his source of 'freedom' in his own words. The local Geisha house.
As i walked along the side i heard many unpleasant things. I heard their beckoning calls but kept on walking, the sounds of men walking in the front door and drooling and snickering at who they will choose, but i heard a fmailiar voice. Not quite posistive who it was, but for certain i knew it was a geisha saying " come, help our families pay off our debts and set us free"
I turned on my heels and screamed " ITS YOUR FAULT YOUR FAMILY IS IN DEBT NOT MINE! IM NOT GOING TO DO HORRIBLE THINGS FOR YOUR FREEDOM! YOU CHOSE TO REPAY YOUR DEBT LIKE THIS NOT ME! NOW LEAVE ME ALONE!"
When i opened my eyes i realized who the voice belonged to...
I looked up into the crying eyes but smiling face of Fei Rin to which she replied to my outburst in a whisper " Let a smile be your umbrella on a sad,dark, and rainy day...."


~To Be Continued~

It all happened so fast…After seeing Fei Rin there, I had no idea what to do. All I thought was how she hated me now, after those horrible things I said. But she is breaking the law, so I cant choose what to think; am I wrong? Or am I right? Even though our friendship had just begun I felt as if I had known her forever…

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Fei Rin had offered me a tour of town. Even though I had lived here four 14 years I had never been anywhere but the samurai dojo, the cemetery, and now the teashop. I felt bad making a lie and I have no friends so I shamefully agreed. But now I wonder if shameful is such the right word?

We decided that I would meet her outside the teashop. It was a religious day so most of the villagers were at the temple. Since I don’t have friends, and people think I’m weird we thought it was for the best. But I must say it was entertaining. This girl does have a lot of interesting, but funny questions. She walked out of the teashop and told me to wait. Then she came back with a blindfold.
I raised my eyebrow and gave her a ‘what the hell is that for?’ kind of look.
“Hi! Ready to go?”
“I’m not going anywhere….until you tell me what that thing is for.”
“Oh this silly thing?” I swear she had a smile creeping up her rosy cheeks when she said that. It hit me then, I don’t see how she needed to work at a geisha house. She was very beautiful. Tall and thin, sparkling green/gray eyes with long back hair that she wore in braids, well except when she was a geisha. She had a green kimono with dark green trim and ties. As I was taking in her look, she noticed me staring at her.
“Is something wrong here?” she said, almost worried that she would go out in public looking bad.
I shook myself out of the daze and replied quickly, “NO! Nothing, nothing everything’s fine!”
She made a ‘ok, but are you sure?’ face at me then grabbed the blindfold and started heading towards me.
“WOAH!” I yelled at her and slowly walked backwards.
“Huh? What did I do? Are you ok?” she looked around thinking that I hurt myself.
“What are you doing with that?”
“Oh…this? I’m taking you to my secret and favorite place. I don’t want you to see it though, it will spoil the surprise. I am going to put the blindfold on you and I’ll lead you with my hands and voice. M’kay?” she said with a childish smile. I still couldn’t think why they would use her as a geisha. She was very young probably not even 18 yet. I agreed and was soon covered in darkness. It reminded me of when I was a child….
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It’s been a quiet day. I ran into our hut looking for my mother. I noticed her by the fire place drying dishes. She wore a very solemn expression on her face. I had come to tell her good news, but she thought otherwise…
“Mama!” I ran over to her and yelled, “Guess what!” She mumbled something at me and turned away quickly and said, “what?…”
“The boys elected me as the leader of our clutch of huts!” I saw a quick expression of shock, but that didn’t last. It was soon turned to fury.
“You little WRETCH!” she screamed at me. I felt a shear of pain as her cold hand slid across my cheek. I felt a large burning and stinging sensation but was soon cooled with my own tears. The only words I could force out were, “W-why?…”
“YOU! YOU DID THIS TO US! IT’S YOUR FAULT YOUR FATHER IS DEAD!” at this I shuddered. She had never called my father dead, she would say passed away, or he’s in a better place now and we will be with him soon. But that’s not where the shouting had stopped. “ HE ONLY ENLSTED TO GET MONEY SO WE COULD AFFORD A BRATTY LITTLE KID THAT I NEVER WANTED! YOU JUST MAKE EVERYONE MISERABLE! WHY WONT YOU EVER LEAVE?!”
That was the last time I talked to her, because in the night I ran off crying to enlist in a samurai dojo… All I was told was she killed herself the next year…

Can you make somesense out of this?

Ok i was sitting on our couch looking out our glass patio door at a puddle. It was small and it was reflecting a tree past our fence. But i kept staring at it and the reflection looked like a boys face. It was fierce like he wanted revenge, but then it turned into quick depression like a great sadness had taken over him. Then it started moving(the wind was blowing) and it looked like he was running from something. But when it looked like he was running, it felt like i knew him and i wanted to help him and couldnt, so instead i watched him suffer. But then an older mans face appeared and it was screaming at this boy. But the old mans face changed into a younger version of the running boy.And he had deep hurt in his eyes like something happened that will scar him for life(younger boy is the same person as the running boy, just a younger form of him[im sorry this is prolly really confusing]) and it showed the running boy, he fell as if someone had stabbed him in the back. Then i got scared and walked off.

Does anyone know what this might mean? And if so please tell me im confused. I wonder if its a way to tell the future or something. Sooo....yea, this is the reflection i saw in the puddle

had been out of the dojo for a few weeks before I had met Fei Rin. It was strange to be pulled through the streets with a blindfold on your head. I heard some girls talking on the street. The next thing I knew was I had pulled the blindfold off and let go of Fei Rin’s hand. The girls looked at me in confusion but I am sure of what I heard. They had been talking about Fei Rin, but calling her Fei. I remember she told me all of her friends called her Fei, but they were not good friends they were making fun of her! That’s when I realized Fei Rin was more like me than I knew. Every time we walk by someone they would call her Fei Rin and not Fei.


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I’m a drifter. Or so ive been told. I am nothing, just something that wastes space. Would anyone care if I were to die? Vanish? If someone snapped their fingers and I disappeared? I’m sure Fei Rin wont mind. But I’ve got to stop thinking about her, she hates me now. But back to the story of that ‘special’ place of hers. If there is such a feeling in this wretched place…
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We came to a halt after I heard the girls talking. Scratch that, I came to a halt. I started screaming, “HEY! YOU DON’T KNOW HER! STOP DECEIVING PEOPLE!” Even though I was still blindfolded I could feel peoples eyes with a heavy stare at me.
I heard heavy breathing and felt Fei Rin start to pull at my hand she didnt stop for a long time and eventually said,"You can take it off now. We're here." She had brought me to a dried up river. I felt bad saying something bad about it because she said it was "special".
"This used to be the best part of town, it was famous for its hot springs.....I just wish i couldve seen it before it dried up..." she gazed out to the dirt where the river had been.
"Close your eyes....." I concentrated hard and placed my hands together. The reason everyone had disowned me was because i had the ability to control water. I felt it flow from my hands, and within seconds the river was full again."ok you can open them now...."
She looked in amazement at the now full river,"idk how u did it but thank you!" She hugged me. She showed me that i could trust and love again.
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The past few days were great. Fei and i took walks down to the river because no one went there so it was like a secret spot. I had saved up some money so i could"buy" fei for the night. Not to "use" her but so noone else would. I wasnt going to let anyone hamr the thing that meant the most to me. As i walked into the house there was a guy screaming at the owner.
"SO WHAT IF A GUY RESERVED HER! I WAS HERE FIRST! LEMME GET HER!" and so forth...on and on...
"Fei is not a thing, dont treat her like an object that you can buy"
The man glared as he saw me walk out with Fei realizing that I had ""bought" her in advance.We walked out to the river as quickyl as we could not wanting to be seen. She looked even more beautiful in the moonlight, but it was hard to see her face with all the geisha make-up on. i was thankfull when she wiped it off with her kimono sleeve.
"soo....should we st--Fei?...whats wrong?" i looked at her and she a horrified look on her face. I turned around and saw the guy who i yelled at in the geisha house. There were tow other guys with him as well, he had a gun and the other two had swords.
"Leave Fei Rin out of this, she did nothing!" i glared at them and reached for my sword.
"Ok!" he nodded at the two men.They walked to Fei Rin and tied her up.
"STOP!" i screamed but the guy had already tied my hands up. All i could do was watch in horror as the two guys held Fei Rin screaming and i could do nothing but watch. I heard a bang and watched Fei Rin fall to the ground as the men dropped her. We were only standing a couple feet away so when the man shot her she flew over on the ground jerking. I ran over to her because the man was laughing so hard he had let me go. I ran and grabbed her head and held her until she stopped twitching.
"I...dont go!....please....." i felt tears streaming down my cheeks.
"Naphtali...thank you....i love....you....." she said this as she satrted coughing up blood. Then she started to sing "Just let a smile be your umbrella on a sad and rainy day" those were the last words i heard her say.
"Damn you bastards!" I charged at them with my sword and killed them all and ran back to Fei Rin crying. I couldnt bear to see her beautiful face all pale and white with cold lips and half opened eyes. I ran off into the forest like the coward that i was- the thing my mother believed i was and everyone else did too.

Those words haunted me until my death...Let A Smile Be Your Umbrella On A Sad And Rainy Day............

I have a new story idea! it take splace during the civil war or the revolutionary war, im not sure which one yet....

Its about a girl who is walking in the woods and she hears an unusual sound. She follows it to find a redcoat/confederate soldier laying in the bushes thats very sick looking, and has a horrible wound. She notices that hes probably only 14 or 15 and isnt that much older than her. She starts sneaking off to take care of him but they never speak except for one day. She finds out his name but calls him "cricket" in case someone reads her journal they wont know who he is. and im not gonna say anymore because it will give away too much info...but so far what do you think?

Have you heard that saying? I know i have, and today i found out it's actually pretty relaxing to get something off your chest by crying. I know i may seem like a total dweeb for posting this, but if you are still reading i would like you to see how it helped me.

I was watching a movie that i hated as a little kid, and now i guess it was because i couldnt understand it. What was the movie you ask? I was watching the fox and the hound, and it has a strong moral about friendship. And theres a part where the fox asks the hound "Copper, we'll be friends forever right?" and the hound replies yes, obviously. But then the hound becomes a hunting dog, and is trained to hunt the fox,Tod, by his master. But before they both grow up and lose their friendship, Tod is talking to another person and he says"Copper and i will be friends forever. I know Copper he'll never change!" and the other one replies with" Forever is a long,long time and time has a way of changing things." now i ask you to think this sentence over seriously, cuz the next part you read(if you are still reading) deals with it.
At the end of the movie, when the fox and hound are mad at each other, even the the hound, Copper, is set out to kill Tod, Tod still goes to save him. And when Copper's master is pointing a gun out to kill Tod, Copper stands in the way and won't let him. The reason this is emotional for me is because.....after they had hated each other, and after they promised nothing would change yet it did, they stood up for each other at the end. and In the very end of the movie you hear the young voices of Copper and Tod when Tod says"Copper, we'll be friends forever right?" and Copper answers of course(or something close to that). Anyways getting back to my main point of this.... This is what made me have a "good cry" and i felt like i had unleashed something out of my soul that was tearing me at the insides. This is because ever since i was a few months old, and until a couple of years ago, i had been best friends with this girl named"beth"(we will call her that so i wont give out a name) Beth and i went trough everything together. But she was bound for something different, and if you have seen the fox and the hound, you get my point. Beth was the hound, liking oter things, and i was the fox, wanting things to stay the same, and then getting left out in the forest after causing "trouble" that wasn't really my fault. But things may change. and if you are still reading this really long post, i hope you can still have hope for things that are part of the past, and......la vache!(means the cow, like holy cow)im way off topic, but on topic at the same time! anyways, if things are bad, hope and try to make them feel better, and even though it's happened a long time ago, it's ok to cry about it, it helps....

~the off-topic really long writer,
Holly

i have this thing, where if i 'think' my thoughts away into my dreamcatcher, i dream better....and it works. last night i had this dream, it was weird. at first it started out in the summer where i was looking for someone to hang out with. my sister((who is 14 years older than me)) brought her friend over((who is a year or two older than her))i dont remember much of it, because i woke up but fell back asleep and all of a sudden i was engaged to my sisters friend! i kept trying to figure out if i should marry him.we apparently ran away together, and i ended up running off from him in the night and wound up in idaho, my true home.then i woke up again

but my dream was somehow connected with the dream before it. i could remember his face((my sister's friend, i wont say the name though)) but i fell asleep on the side of a hill((in the dream)) and when i woke up, i was in this man's arms. he was very handsome, and he was exactly what a lot of people want for their husbands((he was perfect, he even liked hockey;) )) i was a bit confused until i saw his face, but then i he smiled at me and i felt the sense of worryness gone. there was one problem though...he had no eyes. me((in the dream)) didnt know that though. they were also engaged. it didnt make a lot of sense after that. i just remember i was shopping for earrings with my new friends in idaho when i saw my groom again. his hair was still covering the black holes that were supposed to be eyes.we were then walking along the edge of a building, and he ducked down and pulled me with him . i was confused and he put his hand over my mouth to shush me. whoever are whatever it was got very close, and he froze with terror. the next thing i knew he was trying to save me by giving up to whatever was chasing him....again i dont remember much in between this, but a half hour later, we were still up there he was on the ground and i was crouched over him with his head in my hands crying. and that was it.

can you tell me what this means?

oh and a lot of people think i have been acting different lately....have i been?

today ive been totally psychic...or was it psycho? its weird, i have felt as if ive been missing something lately, but now i keep getting random things completely right.....like today i guessed that detroit would win against chicago and that t. homlstrom would score at least 1 goal.....and he did! and i was on the memberlist and i clicked 'page 57' to see if i knew anybody on the page and...BAM! my username, right there!!!!!!!!

and i can talk to the ghost in my house....


is something wrong with me?

im thinking about deleting most of the posts in my journal, since no one really comes to it anyways, and turning it into a hockey hall of fame all about the Detroit Red Wings....itll either be my journal or my guild....so if you are still reading this thanks......i prolly just wasted some of your time :D

According to someone in the forums, journals are back. I am testing this.

Stellar! They are back. Well, I don't have much to say right now. When I get a good topic going, I'll post something more meaningful.


(HAHAHAH! My old topics are hilarious!)

edit;;

I just noticed, the first few entries I had are completely gone. Why are they gone and are they coming back?

I feel really stupid. x]

Hahaha, all I did was complain about how we didn't have journals.

And now that they're back....I haven't had anything to post. D:

Sorry for being a hypocrite.

When I see an upsetting game (which will happen soon, seeing how the referees hate Tomas Holmstrom and all) will probably be the next time.


THANK YOU FOR BRINGING THEM BACK, THOUGH!

A Russian folk song that....as ashamed I am to admit it, puts me into tears. It's so....pretty. All I know is that it's from the 1800's.

....Apparently Russian characters don't work on journals.


Dark eyes

Eyes of ecstasy,
Always haunting me,
Always taunting me,
With your mystery!
Tell me tenderly,
You belong to me
For eternity,
Dark eyes, talk to me!

(Looking for a sound clip as of right now)

Let's try this, click this link.

Clicky!

In Philadelphia, I realized so much more could happen.

In Philly, I realized not all cities are ugly.
In Philly, I realized I liked one kid more than I realized.
In Philly, I realized how much of a creep Alfredo is.
In Philly, I realized how much fun it was to make 'Tickle-Me' productions.
In Philly, I realized how much I love the Philadelphia Flyers billboards/advertisements.
In Philly, I realized how much I miss playing classical music and how pretty the Verizon Hall is.
In Philly, I realized I will never skip out on orchestra again.
In Philly, I realized it doesn't matter where you are, you can find Edmonton Oilers fans on the other side of the Americas.
In Philly, I realized how much fun people are I didn't like before.
In Philly, I realized how much I missed traveling.
In Philly, I realized that I am not the most important person ever.

In Philly, I realized much more, too, I just don't want to lose time typing them all out, because everyone needs to find it out on your own.

*Pictures coming soon*

Ok, well, end of January - beginning of February I went crazy and downloaded a bunch of items for the Sims2 (some still aren't working yet >:| ). And there was this one reallllllly long looking elf's cap.

Then I had a dream last night. I was in a store a half an hour in some weird city before it was closing because it was one of the caps, and it had RED WINGS STUFF ON IT! And it was only two dollars D:.

If you're smart, you know that Red Wings stuff (& any sports related merchandise in general) is expensive as feckles. I kept begging my mom to come to the area to get the hat. She had to see it before she would buy. So, I was running all over trying to find her. Me and someone else, can't remember who it was, though. Plus, the store was the size of a Wal Mart on each floor, and there were 23 floors! We didn't find her in time.

But 1 minute before the store closed, a huge tidal wave came out of nowhere and flooded the building. I watched it come through the giant windows. It looked cool as they burst.

Oh well, at least this time I went with a Red Wings hat in my hand instead of dieing in the hospital surrounded by Red Wings...I take that back. Let's go back to old times, Mr. Sandman?