Posted Nov 02, 2008 6:25 pm Comments (5)
Nii-san, shut it.
One of my friends is in danger, and it has already been beyond the point that my friend's life has already drastically changed. It's worse then smoking or drugs, far worse. It's stressful, for both of us, and we really don't know what to do. She tries to live it off, I am being confused. I seek help from anyone, anyone who is willing to support me mentally, as seasoned and tolerant as I already am, if it's her, then I think I might go into a nervous breakdown.
I need help, even better, help for her and not me.
muh reply: I', sorry if it's too vague, she told me and her best friend, and she want's me to keep the details hidden. I'm afraid this is all I can say, I might break that and tell some people like Nii-san and darkie.
I can't kill her...crazy, I can't kill someone whom later I would later mourn and decide to visit her grave everyday. That's the kind of person I am.
One of my friends is in danger, and it has already been beyond the point that my friend's life has already drastically changed. It's worse then smoking or drugs, far worse. It's stressful, for both of us, and we really don't know what to do. She tries to live it off, I am being confused. I seek help from anyone, anyone who is willing to support me mentally, as seasoned and tolerant as I already am, if it's her, then I think I might go into a nervous breakdown.
I need help, even better, help for her and not me.
muh reply: I', sorry if it's too vague, she told me and her best friend, and she want's me to keep the details hidden. I'm afraid this is all I can say, I might break that and tell some people like Nii-san and darkie.
I can't kill her...crazy, I can't kill someone whom later I would later mourn and decide to visit her grave everyday. That's the kind of person I am.
Posted Aug 17, 2008 10:04 am Comments (1)
"Idiocracy is a crime against Humanity"
"Your mind is like a fortress, with its gates unbarred and unguarded"
"Fear not the mutant, the psycho, the heretic"
"Understand that it is not a greater entity that governs the world, it's solely the actions of every being in existance"
"Walk softly, and carry a big gun"
"No mercy for the weak, no pity for the dying, no tears for the slain"
erm. . .
"I'm like a rubix cube, the more you play with me the harder I get"
XD XD XD XD XD
and my favorite of all
"Doushite kimi wo suki ni natte shimattan darou"
"Your mind is like a fortress, with its gates unbarred and unguarded"
"Fear not the mutant, the psycho, the heretic"
"Understand that it is not a greater entity that governs the world, it's solely the actions of every being in existance"
"Walk softly, and carry a big gun"
"No mercy for the weak, no pity for the dying, no tears for the slain"
erm. . .
"I'm like a rubix cube, the more you play with me the harder I get"
XD XD XD XD XD
and my favorite of all
"Doushite kimi wo suki ni natte shimattan darou"
Posted Aug 14, 2008 6:35 pm Comments (1)
w00t, finally made a new one, and happy about it!!! but I wish you can make the blocks like, semi-transparent, if anyone knows how, can you tell me please? I would love to know the knowledge!
Posted Aug 09, 2008 7:33 pm Comments (2)
Diagnostic Medicine. . .Chemistry College Prep. . . *cry* all this school and homework now!!! GAH!!! summer was too fast rawr rawr rawr rawr rawr grawr grawr grawr . . .X3
Dang, it sucks even more cause I was like the only guy...or I thought I was the only guy, but theres another guy in my class. He just looked at me, and he just gave me a "hwn"....mmm, is purple....chicken and chitlits are over there...david, david, we need to talk...BELIEVE ME!!! please believe me...thirstyyyy.
Dang, it sucks even more cause I was like the only guy...or I thought I was the only guy, but theres another guy in my class. He just looked at me, and he just gave me a "hwn"....mmm, is purple....chicken and chitlits are over there...david, david, we need to talk...BELIEVE ME!!! please believe me...thirstyyyy.
Posted Jul 07, 2008 10:26 pm Comments (18)
My nails, *cry* oh my god my nails *cry* aaa!!! I had to cut my nails off! noo!....*cry* i cant stop crying...nooo!
agh that means i have to start training again!!! noooo *cry*
agh that means i have to start training again!!! noooo *cry*
Posted Jul 04, 2008 6:41 pm Comments (1)
I am terribly sorry for the difficulty it takes to read the text on it. If you want, you may highlight the text in order to read them
Posted Jul 04, 2008 6:27 pm Comments (7)
I have girl problems, without a doubt. I completely and unutterly admit, that I have girl problems. Even if you knew and that it was obvious, now there would be no need to stress and for me and you to argue. Yes I still have feelings for Yuki, yes I still have feelings for Erica, yes I still have feelings for Toriin, I still have feelings for Sharon, I still have feelings for Lisa, I still have feelings for Mai, I still have feelings for Janice, and I still have feelings for Kyoshi. It is so hard for me, I have extreme issues and I can not resolve them on my own in my current state of mind.
It's easier to get over Victoria then I used to. I grew up. It's definitively easier to get over Sharon, Lisa, and Mai.
For Toriin, I might have a hard time getting over, even if it never was genuine from his side, and it felt one sided to me, I still have feelings for him.
It's hard to get over Erica, probably because she left me for a guy who didn't even like her from the start and that he wanted to fight me.
For Janice, even with lack of communication for around 5 years, I still retain feelings for her.
Kyoshi. . .I can already say I love him with all my heart, I can't hold back feelings for him no matter what. I would kiss him and make out with him and hold onto him and bury my face in his chest. I love him, He is the hardest for me to get over but I can't stop dreaming of how he would look around this age. In the end, I feel as if it was unrequinted love, forgive me for my misspellings.
Even if I said girl problems, Kyoshi was the only male in my life who I have had a serious relationship with. I kept in contact for him even when I moved, we went online and talked, and sometimes even talked on the phone. Half a year later, he stopped calling, and he stopped getting online. When I realized he wasn't getting on, I cried but I didn't cry.
I want to cry, even now, but no tears will come out, but the sadness burns and scars my heart, the very center of my feelings.
It's easier to get over Victoria then I used to. I grew up. It's definitively easier to get over Sharon, Lisa, and Mai.
For Toriin, I might have a hard time getting over, even if it never was genuine from his side, and it felt one sided to me, I still have feelings for him.
It's hard to get over Erica, probably because she left me for a guy who didn't even like her from the start and that he wanted to fight me.
For Janice, even with lack of communication for around 5 years, I still retain feelings for her.
Kyoshi. . .I can already say I love him with all my heart, I can't hold back feelings for him no matter what. I would kiss him and make out with him and hold onto him and bury my face in his chest. I love him, He is the hardest for me to get over but I can't stop dreaming of how he would look around this age. In the end, I feel as if it was unrequinted love, forgive me for my misspellings.
Even if I said girl problems, Kyoshi was the only male in my life who I have had a serious relationship with. I kept in contact for him even when I moved, we went online and talked, and sometimes even talked on the phone. Half a year later, he stopped calling, and he stopped getting online. When I realized he wasn't getting on, I cried but I didn't cry.
I want to cry, even now, but no tears will come out, but the sadness burns and scars my heart, the very center of my feelings.
Posted Jul 02, 2008 10:03 pm Comments (2)
Romaji:
Shinkai/Kenkai : Koi, Hikari no Kage
Bankai : Hatenkyo, Owari Kage no Sekai
Kyukyoukai : Tokihanatsu, Hakaisha no Jikkai te Rokudou
Shikoukai : Kaesu, Uminouya no Genmu
Translation:
Shinkai/Kenkai : Come, Light of Shadows
Bankai : Activate, End of the Shadow World
Kyukyoukai : Release, Destroyer of the Ten Spirtual Realms and Six
Governing Realms
Shikoukai : Reborn, Creator of Dreams
The released forms (state) of my Zampakuto are not neccessarily names
of governing or possesed individuals, say, they are of titles. Each
title, starting from the beginning, begins about the "world's natural
cycle" working from lower status to its imminent goal. Instead of the
standard two released forms after the initial Zampakuto, there are four
instead. Likely to assume, but is not limited to, Shinkai or Kenkai
for Lieutenants and Captains, Bankai for Captains, Kyukyoukai for the
Zero Company, and Shikoukai for the "legend" entitled individuals who
passed even the Zero Company.
Shinkai/Kenkai (Literally Sword Release) is the first released state
one would recieve only after coming into contact with the sword host
and learning its name. My form's command is, "Come, Light of Shadows"
which explains how when worlds start, light would generally cloak the
world providing eternal light. Then the shadows were to come, who
existed first, to balance out the light.
The weapon's appearence at this point are dual wielded swords that form
a white katana blade with a black edge and black handle without a hilt.
Bankai (Literally Big release or Final Release) is the "final" released
state for Captain level individuals. My form's command is, "Activate,
End of the Shadow World" which explains how the supremecy of light or
new found ability obliterates an obstruction with pure force.
The weapon's appearence at this point is a purely white and silver
greatsword that also gives me angelic wings that have silver tipped
feathers.
Kyukyoukai (Literally Ultimate Release) is the "after" released state
that only an individual who has far surpassed those of a Captain level
in skill, not experience, can achieve. Generally those who have been
promoted to the Zero Company (Former female 11th Captain and possibly
Ichigo's father) have the potential to gain this ability. My form's
command is, "Release, Destroyer of the Ten Spiritual Realms and Six
Governing Realms" which is the prediction of the end of the world,
represented by a being of greater darkness whose sole purpose is the
eradication of the current world.
The weapon's appearence at this point includes no visable weapons. I
am given a full shinobi shozoku set, with somewhat darker matabiki, and
a high collar that would be closed and covers half my face, revealing
only up to the eyes and up. I am given two very dark blue, enlarged
samurai shoulder pads and arm guards. My eyes become entirely silver-
white.
Shikoukai (Literally Supreme Release) those who have even gone beyond
the level of those with the potential of being in the Zero Company, the
very company given exclusions from the Gotei Sanjue. Your abilities
are never fully mastered nor harvested and initially only fully awaken
when put under massive amounts of stress. My form's command is,
"Reborn, Creator of Dreams" which explains the direct end of
"Ragnarok". A higher spiritual entity enters the Human Realm and
rejuvanates the world that has been eradicated.
My weapon's appearence is me wearing a set of clothing that is
primarily white with black as a secondary color and completed with a
silver trim on all edges, and every corner is extended 1 inch longer so
it is silver tipped. I have three rings on my left hand, and I am able
to summon the Three Creation Gods by calling out their names:
Amanominakanushi no Kami, Takamimusuhi no Kami and Kamimusuhi no Kami.
So now, Brother, what will you do? Remain at the Captain level, or rise
above all and join me?
Shinkai/Kenkai : Koi, Hikari no Kage
Bankai : Hatenkyo, Owari Kage no Sekai
Kyukyoukai : Tokihanatsu, Hakaisha no Jikkai te Rokudou
Shikoukai : Kaesu, Uminouya no Genmu
Translation:
Shinkai/Kenkai : Come, Light of Shadows
Bankai : Activate, End of the Shadow World
Kyukyoukai : Release, Destroyer of the Ten Spirtual Realms and Six
Governing Realms
Shikoukai : Reborn, Creator of Dreams
The released forms (state) of my Zampakuto are not neccessarily names
of governing or possesed individuals, say, they are of titles. Each
title, starting from the beginning, begins about the "world's natural
cycle" working from lower status to its imminent goal. Instead of the
standard two released forms after the initial Zampakuto, there are four
instead. Likely to assume, but is not limited to, Shinkai or Kenkai
for Lieutenants and Captains, Bankai for Captains, Kyukyoukai for the
Zero Company, and Shikoukai for the "legend" entitled individuals who
passed even the Zero Company.
Shinkai/Kenkai (Literally Sword Release) is the first released state
one would recieve only after coming into contact with the sword host
and learning its name. My form's command is, "Come, Light of Shadows"
which explains how when worlds start, light would generally cloak the
world providing eternal light. Then the shadows were to come, who
existed first, to balance out the light.
The weapon's appearence at this point are dual wielded swords that form
a white katana blade with a black edge and black handle without a hilt.
Bankai (Literally Big release or Final Release) is the "final" released
state for Captain level individuals. My form's command is, "Activate,
End of the Shadow World" which explains how the supremecy of light or
new found ability obliterates an obstruction with pure force.
The weapon's appearence at this point is a purely white and silver
greatsword that also gives me angelic wings that have silver tipped
feathers.
Kyukyoukai (Literally Ultimate Release) is the "after" released state
that only an individual who has far surpassed those of a Captain level
in skill, not experience, can achieve. Generally those who have been
promoted to the Zero Company (Former female 11th Captain and possibly
Ichigo's father) have the potential to gain this ability. My form's
command is, "Release, Destroyer of the Ten Spiritual Realms and Six
Governing Realms" which is the prediction of the end of the world,
represented by a being of greater darkness whose sole purpose is the
eradication of the current world.
The weapon's appearence at this point includes no visable weapons. I
am given a full shinobi shozoku set, with somewhat darker matabiki, and
a high collar that would be closed and covers half my face, revealing
only up to the eyes and up. I am given two very dark blue, enlarged
samurai shoulder pads and arm guards. My eyes become entirely silver-
white.
Shikoukai (Literally Supreme Release) those who have even gone beyond
the level of those with the potential of being in the Zero Company, the
very company given exclusions from the Gotei Sanjue. Your abilities
are never fully mastered nor harvested and initially only fully awaken
when put under massive amounts of stress. My form's command is,
"Reborn, Creator of Dreams" which explains the direct end of
"Ragnarok". A higher spiritual entity enters the Human Realm and
rejuvanates the world that has been eradicated.
My weapon's appearence is me wearing a set of clothing that is
primarily white with black as a secondary color and completed with a
silver trim on all edges, and every corner is extended 1 inch longer so
it is silver tipped. I have three rings on my left hand, and I am able
to summon the Three Creation Gods by calling out their names:
Amanominakanushi no Kami, Takamimusuhi no Kami and Kamimusuhi no Kami.
So now, Brother, what will you do? Remain at the Captain level, or rise
above all and join me?
Posted Jun 29, 2008 4:48 pm Comments (5)
If you do...add me, or the next 50 years of your life will be a living staulker paparrazi under my international agency...I will make sure you live a life of insecurity, I will make sure you lose self-esteem, and I will make sure you fear me...
Rather, let's play a game, I ask one question. One question, one answer. If I do not like the answer, then we are going to be in some trouble now aren't we? ^^
So it's either this, add me in either of these games (I mean both), or live a life terrorized by an Asian guy who's connections in the underground world is so vast and boundless that even anyone senior in any Mafia, may it be Triads, Yakuza, Russian Mafia, Italian Mafia, whatever, would bow down in the presense of me even when I have not noticed them.
At the snap of my fingers, any of these groups will hunt you down including my own. They will relentlessly search your profile thoroughly, they will make flawless preparations. Within weeks, your full life profile would be within my knowledge. They say they need weeks, I give them days, then they will go by days. They WILL find you. I mean, the order is just one phone call away.
So...which will it be?
Jokin ^^ but add me in either game if you'd like.
2moons : Shohenkage
Runescape : Babidibabidi (I know, funneh name)
Rather, let's play a game, I ask one question. One question, one answer. If I do not like the answer, then we are going to be in some trouble now aren't we? ^^
So it's either this, add me in either of these games (I mean both), or live a life terrorized by an Asian guy who's connections in the underground world is so vast and boundless that even anyone senior in any Mafia, may it be Triads, Yakuza, Russian Mafia, Italian Mafia, whatever, would bow down in the presense of me even when I have not noticed them.
At the snap of my fingers, any of these groups will hunt you down including my own. They will relentlessly search your profile thoroughly, they will make flawless preparations. Within weeks, your full life profile would be within my knowledge. They say they need weeks, I give them days, then they will go by days. They WILL find you. I mean, the order is just one phone call away.
So...which will it be?
Jokin ^^ but add me in either game if you'd like.
2moons : Shohenkage
Runescape : Babidibabidi (I know, funneh name)
Posted Jun 26, 2008 9:44 pm Comments (2)
Kya!!! Miyagi is so sweet! He chose to love him ^^ X3
This Yaoi is the best, awe only 1 more episode till they go on a season break grrr...
This Yaoi is the best, awe only 1 more episode till they go on a season break grrr...