I can't wait for saturday! My aunt has this awesome hallween trail that she does every year for girl scouts. I do face-painting and i'm a guide through the trail! Its always cool.

Yes I turned 16 today!

AHHHHH! teachers give us waaaay to much homework!

Well rumor has it that almost the whole effing football time at school vote for me as homecoming queen as a FUCKING joke! Do you know how bad that makes someone feel? It's mean and it hurt like hell to find out that its a possibility I could be homecoming queen b/c of a joke. That's not the worst of it though! Some of the people I hate the most did the same thing! You know what though if by any chance I am up for running for homecoming queen I'm not gonna drop out. I'm going to give them a run for there money. I'm going to show them that they can't break me!

my cousin got in a wreck about a week ago and totaled his car. It was bad and a miracle he made it out alive. So now he's living with so because he doesn't want to go home. I've so stressed out with everything! School starts in less then 2 weeks! My bo is coming down on monday to see me and is soo nerves about that and i'm soo excited that me sister is coming home tomorrow that i think I'v made myself sick!.

omgee! Most of my friends are back-stabbing bitches who are trying to steel my boyfriend cause they can't find a good one that will stick with their lying asses. I swear if they don't back the fuck off their not gonna like me much when my fists make contact with their faces. I'm soo tired of this shite! It's been like these since 7th fucking grade and it needs to fucking stop!

My sister went to spend the rest of the summer with her dad and his rich girlfriend in Virginia. I miss her so much already and she hasn't even been gone a week. She promised to call when she got to South Carolina to her grandma's but she hasn't yet so I'm starting to worry a lil. I just hope her dad really does bring her back. I'm lost without here. She's my sanity burying the summer.



traped in summer loneliness,

Crystal

O.M.Gee! Friday night I went to my best friend's 15th b-day party. It was sooo dang wild. It was a blast . Although some stuff happened that shouldn't have....i'm not gonna say what cause my mom might read this....but just so you know I had no involvement in what went on there with anything other then laughing my ass off, hanging with friends, playin cards, and over all just havin fun that wasn't illegal. There was one thing about the whole night though that totally had me wiggin. One of my very good friends, whole wasn't that the party and it sucked, boyfriend was staring at my chest the whole time we were playin cards. Over all though i had a pretty rockin time

I saw a shooting star fall into the raging sea.
I saw the sliver moon hanging above me.
I saw the earth beneath my feet and the plants growing up from the soil.
I saw the street lights gleaming in the dark of the night
I saw that I was no longer on the sea.
I knew then that I was finally free.


Crystal M.
Copyright 2008 (c)

Twilight upon twilight as the red river flowed.
I stated my love for you and the sliver moon froze.
Twilight upon twilight as we sat under the old willow tree you held me in your arms
I could feel our love flow free.
That is when I knew our love would last forever.
Even if time unfroze.
We will last forever as long as the twilight gleams.

Crystal M.

Copyright 2008 (c)