like i said i would post an entry today.
well today was stressful.
went and talked with my sisters husband today.
and of course i cried.
its been hard.
i cant get to sleep til late.
i havent been hungry so i really havent been eating.
and the days have just blended together.
i've had constant dizziness and migraines since she died.
most of the time i cant tell whats even going on.
im confused and idk what to do.
i keep going through what happened.
i still cant accept it.
it feels like a dream.
a really horrible terrefying dream.