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Am I dead, am I real
Am I hated for eternity
Am I me or am I a ghost?
Am I hollow inside
Can I truly feel
Will I continue to be broken
Can I ever love?
Tell me....who am I?
The answer is I am alive
I am real
I am loved
I am me not a ghost
I will be filled
I can feel
I will be mended
I do love
I am a child who is unsure of herself
A child that has been betrayed
I still trust though
All in all I am Anna
I will always be me

this is a look inside my head and heart.....i usually dont share stuff like this^_^'

You Scored as Sad You are Sad. Because of this you may be slightly reserved when it comes to expressing your opinions, because you feel as if they dont matter, when often they do. You may have had suicidal thoughts, and you may keep to yourself alot. Because of this, you drive away company. You are closed off to people, this may be because you have been hurt before. All is not lost. Life goes on. Sad 95% Romantic 85% Shy 75% Confident 45% Slutty 45% Ignorant 40% Mean 30% Playful 25% Sexy 10%

this popped into my head so i wrote it down.....its kinda like a song poem thingy so i will let you pick which you think it is

welcome the moonlight it covers me
lost in the hold of my memories
come little child i sing to you
once you are lonely death is soon
hush my child i promise you i will always be there
come with me child i carry you to a place without a care
sleep love i swear to you
i will always watch over you
come my dear and forget the past
dont let it hold you forever
let me care for you
let me be there
always and forever more
forgive me my foolishness
forgive me my sins
forgive the father that never cared
listen to me and remember well
your mother who always cared
mother dear mother i promise now
i will never forget you
i will never tell
i want to be with you always see
you are my world in my fantasy
fathe dear father i forgive you so
please come back and dont leave me alone
darkness please take the pain oh please
welcome the moonlight it covers me


i made this as like a tribute to my dead family friend.........margaret this is for you
a kind soul that took care of others
so much so she reminds you of mothers
my dear friend today we remember you now
wondering most of all the question is how?
how did you leave us here all alone?
why did you die causing such a troubling tone?
margaret i wish you were here with us
i know you hear me i know you must
christmas day is supposed to be cheery
this year christmas is kinda dreary
without you our lives arent the same
everything seems oh so tame
margaret why did you have to go?
couldnt you wait to see the snow?
i know that even until the end
you are and always will be our very best friend


from Anna to Margaret


the moon a wolf and me

a wonderful mold
beautiful as gold
so warm but so cold
lost in a blanket of darkness
as white as the wings of an angel above
some nights you are orange
most beautiful though when the color of blood
so round
so far away
so lovely when i watch you in the cold
a blanket of darkness covers us
it protects my fragile soul
a howl pierces the frigid night
a form moves through the dark
i watch as a sleek body moves into your light
the wolf is beautiful
it looks at my
i watch as it howls
it is a mournful sound
your light shows its pain
i walk to it
i want to help
it growls at me
its hackles are raised
your light comforts me
i show no hostility
it comes to me
i touch its fur soft but wiry
it calms at my touch
i smile at it
so small it is
it smiles back with a toothy grin
i lay it down and curl up as well
you cover us and keep the shadows away
i close my eyes and drift to sleep
the wolf and you watch over me
in the darkness i stay
never hoping for the light of day



just a note. all the poems i have made so far were inspired by sorrow, pain, and my own insecurity. if i seem stuck up or emo or whatever, i am not. im just a normal kid that has emotional problems, a very tired one at that....ja ne! i think i will go back to bed so ttyl pplz.

these are the few people i can think of right now that are trying to help me stop being suicidal.
cheza-sister
otep-sister
azure_kite-GF
alucard-friend
teka-brother

if i forgot you dont be mad im suicidal right now and trying not to be so i cant think.

my Pa family that i can remember right now
midnightvampiress-sister
misstressotep-sister
tekamaru-brother
esmen-brother
musashi-brother
rikasu-newest brother
seikiru-brother
azure_kite-fiance/sister
yuuko-newest sister
jrocker-sister
kasumii-chan-sister
kuro-brother
harmony_mini_me-sister
downtown205-brother
edward_elric-brother
samonosuke-brother

Your Love Style Is... Shattered!

Come on have a little more faith in yourself. You are worthy of love and shouldn't be afraid to go for it! Don't let people of the opposite sex push you around, you are an awesome person and it's about time you realized this.

What is your Love Style? Find out at DatingTips.ws

How Love-Smart are you? Young Einstein!

When it comes to love you know your stuff. It's obvious that you understand how the opposite sex think, what they like and how you can make them happy. Hey why don't you rewrite the book of love!

How Love-Smart are you? Find out at DatingTips.ws



Your Result is: A Vampire!

You are definitely a vampire! You better make sure you stay away from the sun, make sure you stay away from Vampire slayers!



Take Are you a vampire?

everything by fefe dobson.


sister took this. tis her result.